There's been so much going on lately and I'm having a hard time dealing. These last few months have been really bad. I'm feeling very alone and it's hard when it effects every aspect of my life. I can't even explain what it takes to get up every day and get my kids off to school and try to drag myself to work. I literally feel like shit and don't want to be awake to face anything. I'm having constant migraines, my hormones are making me feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster all day long. My hair is falling out in handfuls, my weight has made a major increase, my joints ache all day long, it hurts to sit or stand and yet I'm trying to put on a brave face so nobody knows how I really feel.
I have people who say they are my friends yet it's so easy for them to draw the lines of where friendship begins and ends. I know it's not convenient to change appointments or have to reschedule, it's not working for me either. If I don't work I don't get paid which means I'm not able to pay my bills. It's so easy to sit on the outside and judge someone when you really have no clue what they are dealing with. So stop and think before you turn your back when you don't know the whole story. Maybe it's time to ask your "friend" what's really going on and see if you can help in anyway!!!
